Testing. have no idea what I'm doing just know what I want to do but how do I do it

I tried this before and it didn't work. I had a terrible time trying to get out of the videos because I can't show you videos and pictures until you know what they're all about.

   This is all about me. A kid who wanted to be a hermit and is. Who wanted to be cowboys and Indians like you saw on TV back in the '50s when we were the only people in 20 miles it even had a television.

    It's about the privilege of being rich. And the search for poverty. I started at the top and worked my way to the bottom on purpose.

    Tom Clancy ,Stephen King. James Patterson.CMSutter. Dean Koontz. And all the people similar to them cannot make a story like this because this is real it's actually happened. And it's like everything all these people have written. You might even call it plagiarism. Because they're writing is a lot of like the life that I lived. And still am